I've had a lot on my mind lately.. and I hope I can find a time to vent it out soon. I hate holding this type of stuff in. I'm gonna go visit Linda tomorrow, and hopefully some of the other girls will want to come along with. I think she wants some girl talk too. But I've just had some things in my mind that I've been contemplating about. It's like... every year I always question myself about this and start pondering. But now I'm starting to think.. If I've been thinking like this for the past two years.. then what am I doing? I just need to get my stuff together.
On the other hand, two of my good friends just got married this past weekend. Paul and Yer && David and Yang. Paul and Yer had their traditional Hmong wedding, and that had some super, good food there! I really like the steak with the pepper!! But Yer is one of my best friends, and.. I honestly think she's happy with Paul. Even though they may have problems here and there, the most important part that I see is that.. she can be herself around him. She doesn't hold back anything, and Paul loves her for it. So I'm happy for the both of them and wish the only the best in life with each other.
David and Yang had their beautiful American wedding as well that Saturday. Yang had a simple, elegant tube wedding dress with a mermaid's tale. It had like those ripples on the side of the dress with a pretty pink ribbon to tie at the waist. She was a beautiful bride and I know that David was in awe every time he looked at her. Honestly, I've always looked up to them and their relationship. From the beginning to now, it seems like they've grown so much and have encouraged each other to become better people. As Yang said in their wedding speeches, what was great about their relationship was that she found somebody who not judged her, but complimented her in everything that she did. And the same went for David. I love them together and God bless them both on this new journey that they will both be taking together.
I know you can't have a love similar to other people's, but if you can find that person who will love and cherish you for who you are and support you, just as you will do for them. Then the connection with the love has got to be similar in some way. It's that feeling when you just know that the person is the one, and it's stronger than any other feeling that you've had for anyone else. I hope to have a love as strong as that someday. I'm not complaining, but just hoping.
XOXO Love, emily
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