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Turning my tomorrows into yesterdays..

"Walk Away"

Oh no
Here comes that sun again
That means another day
Without you my friend

And it hurts me
To look into the mirror at myself
And it hurts even more
To have to be with somebody else
And it's so hard to do
And so easy to say
But sometimes
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Walk away

With so many people
To love in my life
Why do I worry
About one

But you put the happy
In my ness
You put the good times
Into my fun
And it's so hard to do
And so easy to say
But sometimes
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Walk away
And head for the door

We've tried the goodbye
So many days
We walk in the same direction
So that we could never stray
They say if you love somebody
Then you have got to set them free
But I would rather be locked to you
Than live in this pain and misery

They say time will
Make all this go away
But it's time that has taken my tomorrows
And turned them into yesterdays
And once again that rising sun
Is droppin' on down
And once again you my friend
Are nowhere to be found
And it's so hard to do
And so easy to say
But sometimes
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Walk away
And head for the door
You just walk away
Walk away 

Dream blog #1

So I had a dream today that I had a BUNCH of acne on my face! I kept asking.. I wonder why I have so much?  When did they start without me trying to get rid of them?  So of course.... me being a dream freak, I had to go look up the meaning of my dream.  Here are the different meanings:

• Putting up with nuisances, letting things "get under your skin" and bother you but not doing anything about them, repressed anger
• The feeling or fear that something is "coming to a head" in your life, that something will soon demand your attention or become a crisis you must deal with
• To dream or acne and blemishes, foretells that you will want to take profits. 
• Dreaming that you have blemishes on your body or your face, predicts that you will earn money

I agree that the first two.... may be correct in some ways.  BUT on the side note, if I get money too?  That would be pretty awesome!

emily lo

I need to vent.

I've had a lot on my mind lately.. and I hope I can find a time to vent it out soon.  I hate holding this type of stuff in.  I'm gonna go visit Linda tomorrow, and hopefully some of the other girls will want to come along with.  I think she wants some girl talk too.  But I've just had some things in my mind that I've been contemplating about.  It's like... every year I always question myself about this and start pondering.  But now I'm starting to think.. If I've been thinking like this for the past two years.. then what am I doing?  I just need to get my stuff together.

On the other hand, two of my good friends just got married this past weekend.  Paul and Yer && David and Yang.  Paul and Yer had their traditional Hmong wedding, and that had some super, good food there! I really like the steak with the pepper!!  But Yer is one of my best friends, and.. I honestly think she's happy with Paul.  Even though they may have problems here and there, the most important part that I see is that.. she can be herself around him.  She doesn't hold back anything, and Paul loves her for it.  So I'm happy for the both of them and wish the only the best in life with each other.

David and Yang had their beautiful American wedding as well that Saturday.  Yang had a simple, elegant tube wedding dress with a mermaid's tale.  It had like those ripples on the side of the dress with a pretty pink ribbon to tie at the waist.  She was a beautiful bride and I know that David was in awe every time he looked at her.  Honestly, I've always looked up to them and their relationship.  From the beginning to now, it seems like they've grown so much and have encouraged each other to become better people.  As Yang said in their wedding speeches, what was great about their relationship was that she found somebody who not judged her, but complimented her in everything that she did.  And the same went for David.  I love them together and God bless them both on this new journey that they will both be taking together.

I know you can't have a love similar to other people's, but if you can find that person who will love and cherish you for who you are and support you, just as you will do for them. Then the connection with the love has got to be similar in some way.  It's that feeling when you just know that the person is the one, and it's stronger than any other feeling that you've had for anyone else.  I hope to have a love as strong as that someday. I'm not complaining, but just hoping.


XOXO Love, emily

David and Yang's WEdding

Paul and Yer's Wedding

Um... one question..


Where has my boyfriend gone?  Somewhere I don't know I guess...

sighs........ I've got a headache and feeling stressed.  I just want to talk it over, everyone hear each other out, and move on to better things.